I fear offending......in a time of so much pain

I have said nothing online because I don't want to offend those who are hurting the most.  I guess my shame and guilt over my own white privilege has silenced me. 

In my silence, I have been listening, teachable.  I finally understand as much as I can ( and am open to understanding more) about what Black Lives Matter means,  why the anger, the pain, the explosion into the streets.  I am listening, deeply  hearing with my soul. 

How did I not really understand?   

I feel more than white guilt, which isn't enough.  I am sorry and forever changed.  I can no longer stand by and do nothing.  I am with you, I finally understand.  Forgive me for not "getting it" before, I "get it" now. 

I will listen. I will vote, I will move.